Seriously, Just Damn It

I'm back to ground zero once again. My mind really isn't working. Not in the FYP mood at all. Everyone's doing so well, I'm there with nothing. Felt so much like a failure. Why is all this happening? This is like the worst time ever for my entire education years. So f**king irritating. I hate what I am doing and just hate it when I am doing for the sake of showing them something. I have no feel for the site, neither do I have any inspiration for it, I do foresee a bad outcome. This sucks very much really. Why things happen for FYP?

Slacking and Listening Today

I was the second last person to present today. Guess what, I was being pushed to tomorrow... Well, somehow expected anyway. This was like the first time I actually sit in to listen without doing my own stuffs, like hiding in the other corner of the studio, which I usually do. Heard of my friend's work, their design approach, etc... Each of their work is different and interesting.

Alright, it is time for me to sleep soon. Was watching Nigahiga's videos on YouTube.com just now after the critique and played Ka Ka Boom on Keyzin's iPad. Reached my personal record of 900+. Yeah. I know it is very low for majority, I admit. But, play DjMax with me la! HAHAHAHA!

Enough of crap already. Tomorrow, I'll be the first to present. I hope everything goes well, always have this unrest feel inside of me. Maybe because I changed my entire scheme and concept like 5 days ago? Scary huh, when everyone's working on their work for 7 weeks, I just started a new concept within a week... Well, no doubt that my stuffs will be lesser than the rest. Yeah...

Goodnight dudes.

- Peace

"Watch this if you're bored. It has Jay Park inside!"

NAUGHTY is better!

Yeah, on my way home, I bought 2 cans of NAUGHTY from the 7/11 at Tampines Interchange. It was so much cheaper than the Red Bull that I drank yesterday. The cola flavor tasted very nice. :)

I drank at 7pm and it is still keeping me awake now. I should be sleepy though, since I slept at 2am and woke up at 6am just now~ Haha.

Yeah~ Its Interim Critique tomorrow, I hope what I have done will not be rejected? Currently, doing model now. I am going to do 1:1000. Lazy do so big ah! Not enough materials also...

Last of all, my maid so annoying, she standing beside me in the room folding the clothes and falling asleep. Ah! Annoying! -.-

- Peace

Waking up at 6am

Yo my blog, tomorrow is a Sunday, but I need to wake up at 6am. Going for a site walk with Group Up Initiative (GUI). Yeah, will be meeting at 9:30am outside McDonalds of King Albert Park. Which is located near Clementi? I will be taking a bus there which is 67 from Tampines Interchange. Yes, TAMPINES! Expecting 66 to 70 bus stops..... I wonder if I should bring a jacket and seriously just sleep in the bus. I believe it will be more than an hour. Whatever, just hope it really worth the long long long trip...

Have been wasting some time today. Went to take a nap, watch Korean Variety Show "Running Man", surf the internet. Not very productive huh. Well, just start doing some work now... What time shall I sleep tonight? I'm lacking sleep this few days...

- Peace

Am I Lousy?

Recently, I haven't been able to stay awake for the entire night. The first night, I slept at 4am, consequently, 2AM "Bling, hidden meaning". LOL. I'm going to bed 2 hours earlier... Though I wake up at around 7am everyday, I find that I am getting old. Hahaha.

Okay, shall do my work now~

- Peace

Cell Group At My House!

Alright, I thought I can have some peace to do FYP... But well, they decided to come to our house for Cell Group. I just hope the kids won't come into the room and disturb me. Haha.

Yeah. Went to site today, got the things that I needed. Walked so much and nearly got myself lost... Right~ Hahaha.

Ok. Time to do work...

- Peace

Early Post

Yeah, went to sleep at 1am last night and woke up at 7:30am. I sucks when you are in the middle of dreaming, the alarm clock rings! It makes you so tired and annoyed. Haha. Alright, I shall start doing some work while waiting for my half boiled eggs. :)

Seriously, no mood or motivation to carry on FYP... It sucks like shit...

- Peace

What Is Critique Interim 1?

Things are getting more and more complex for me. Never used to be the case for me. I'm slacking so much and getting so crazy in school... Trying to hide something like FYP? I know I can't. I have to do it no matter what. But it is tiring and bored when there's no motivation at all. No! Negative! None!

Today's was supposed to be a Studio Work Day, turned out rather bitter. Didn't expect to consult my lecturer, so did not prepare a lot of stuffs to show. Anyway, while waiting for my turn to consult, which was like an hour later, I decided to find another lecturer from another class. Just want to ask him for comments and suggestions.

My own lecturer asked for me and my friend who went over to another class. This guy from the other class came over at the right time when my lecturer just ended her question. He told her that both of us are consulting his lecturer. Oh great... Don't really blame you, but wrong choice of word. Knowing that both the lecturers cannot work well together, which everyone knows, why use the word "consult". Trying to question her skills? Trying to provoke or create more problems? She was pissed after the consultation with everyone actually. Came in with her angry face and said sternly that she wants to see MODELS on Friday.

Sometimes, I wonder why do the 2 lecturers need to be like this. I believe he will give in to her. Being angry is also partially our class's fault. We were unable to show her what she wants all the time... But I have always agree that models should come in when there is design. When there is design, models can be done quickly and time would be used more wisely. Why rush us to do models? Show off how fast we are progressing to the other class? I don't like it and it makes everyone confused and lost for this tiny reason. "Show your model". It only kills us and we are forced to come out with designs that we don't like or just without a rationale...

I am seriously not going to school on Friday!

7am

It is time to do some work, like seriously... Felt that I've been dragging myself to do it. The motivation I used to have seem to have vanished into thin air. I'm left to just follow the flow...

- Peace

So Lazy To Do Work

Believe it or not, I actually felt that way. I don't feel like doing a lot of work for FYP. Don't feel like pushing myself to do better and produce more work. So ain't me huh? I know I need to do something, but I'm just lazy and bored to do it.

Took a nap just now and woke up at 4:30pm. Haven't done anything yet. Was surfing the net. Yeah. Seriously, no sign of anxiousness. That was once my drive, but I can't find it now~

Better do some work now to show tomorrow~

- Peace

Sketch Review 1 - Feedback

It was disorganized I believe? Everyone was doing their own stuffs, going to bookshop and canteen (including me). Haha. I really want to consult both of them at the same time... But I don't think it is possible. Anyway, I saw a shooting star, which in meteorologic term is called a "Meteoroid". Haha. I was very happy, and I made a wish when my mother told me to. How weird... I guessed she watched too many dramas? Didn't expect to see it when I was just standing at the window side, looking out at the sky and it suddenly flew past.

Alright, back to topic, so the feedbacks given was to explore further. The element that ties all the things I propose together. Need not be so literal, just ways to show the events with existing materials and environment. Well, I have planned a list of things that I want to do today. So yeah, going to start doing work now.

- Peace

Nothing On You Baby...

Yeah! I'm finally done with FYP! Shall stop for now and see how it goes on tomorrow! I've changed "Nothing On You" to the longer version. The song is just so addictive seriously. So yeah, time to get myself ready for the night. Didn't sleep much last night...

Just look at those abs! >.< Alright, goodbye!

- Peace

Hazy Sunday

Heys, good morning! Slept for 4 hours and now it is time for me to do FYP. I wonder if I can sleep "more" tonight? So yeah... I hope what I was and going to do will be relevant for Monday's review. Quite fun doing it actually. Enjoying ever bit of it. Wondering what I'm doing? I shan't tell you! Hahaha.

Alright, time to start working... Goodbye~

- Peace

N . M . F . N

No Model For Now... I finally understood how I spent my entire week. I was making model of scale 1:250. Did it so slowly and I do not even have any design at all. So, did not go to school today.

Seriously, I still don't know what my lecturer wants on Monday. I just do whatever I think is relevant? Yeah, what have I been doing today? Well, downloading Korean music, watch their MV. LOL. How efficient am I... Took 2 hours of nap, which was supposed to be an hour.

I am pretty bored now, so yeah, decided to post something on my blog. Have been posting stuffs quite frequently now. Maybe that's the power of EIR? Haha. Yup, back to work... I guess I won't be sleeping tonight, so most probably not going church service tomorrow? Frankly, that's my plan... Stay up the entire night, not going church tomorrow. Hahaha.

- Peace

Dear Nicole,

It is seriously time to do your Final Year Project now. You have been slacking for the entire week. Do you know that you have to show models, sketches and more on Monday? Nicole, please start doing your work and stop spending time to watch "We Got Married". Please try to cut down stalking on Jay Park. Start doing your work now!

From Nicole To Nicole...

LOL!

Yeah man, I don't really even know how I spent my week. I guess too much of EIR work? I do not feel any worry for Monday's Review, no sign of anxiousness or enthusiasm working on FYP. Why! FYP = Fail Your Project? Hahaha. Well, I guess rather than typing so much here, I better get some stuffs on the run.

- Peace

Last Day Of EIR

Finally, I can say goodbye to EIR. The 4 weeks long module, coming to school early in the morning to use the internet... But I did learn a lot. Skills for researching and evaluating sources.

Currently still in EIR class, but doing my own stuff. I wonder what do I want to pin-up for Monday's Review. Strangely, there is no news about the other class on what they are expected to be showing. This is something not so good when 2 classes are being divided. Anyway, I shall not bother so much about FYP yet. There isn't seem to be a need to worry for it, which is so weird...

I am going to meet Jieyu for tanning later! Hope the weather will continue to be so good and sunny! Alright, shall start cutting papers now!

- Peace

Tomorrow...

Gonna have EIR presentation, but I haven't prepare anything yet. Haven't seen the stuffs that I should be talking about. So yeah...

Anyway, have been surfing the net after getting this desktop. Wasted quite a lot of time doing irrelevant stuffs. I guess I'll be going to check out what I am presenting tomorrow, since I'm like the first one...

Had created a playlist for my blog and changed the title of my blog. Yeah, enjoy Jay Park's musics! Haha.

-Peace

New PC For Last Semester?

Yeah! Finally got a new desktop! Have been sick and tired of my very slow laptop... So yeah spent more 2000 bucks on it. 6GB Ram, with a free ram space to upgrade, 2GB graphic 64-bits, 1TB space, free HP 3-in1 printer, free wireless mouse and keyboard, 3 years warranty, free 1 year anti-virus, free cleaning kit. LOL. What can I ask for more! I am happy! Unfortunately, I can't explore this computer yet. Still have work to do for EIR and FYP! Zzz...

Alright. Toady was tiring... So better take a quick shower and start doing work now...

P.S. Many thanks to Davin! LOL

- Peace

Argh! Its Pissing Me Off!

I am still doing EIR work! Why can't I just hurry up and finish it!

I'm like 40% done with Dream Holiday, have yet to blog about it, update Portfolio Part 2, Bibliography in APA format, Conclusion, Second Life and more! Why why why! Argh! SO freaking irritated by EIR work! I just can't meet my own deadline!

Alright, back to reality. Had a lot of fun in school today, criticizing Sunny's favourite Mcfly. LOL! Then we were like trying out the "Ring Ding Dong" dance moves. All turned out to fail! But still, not as bad as Sunny's Mcfly. Haha. We like the songs, but just not as popular as SHINee seriously. Give up Sunny! SHINee's MV views on YouTube is like in millionSSS? Hahahaha.

Yeah, so going to do work now, 11:41pm... I am beginning to sleep at around 12am+ like everyday, which I find it very effective actually. I can sleep through the night and can really fall asleep quite quickly and deeply. (Thumbs Up)

- Peace

Early In The Morning

Alright, not quite early for me actually. As there was no class this morning, I decided to sleep for another 45 mins from which I usually wake up at 7am. So yeah, currently doing FYP work. Need to consult my lecturer later. I want to thank her for guiding me. I did not know I had something missing for my design stage. Thanks yeah!

Well, for the EIR work, I'm still not quite done with it yet. May be left with 50% or more! Argh! This is just so annoying... I fell asleep while typing and reading words yesterday night... Hahaha.

Yup, I am so excited now! Better start my FYP work before that adrenalin rush in me fades! Yeah!

Anyway, I am getting a new desktop tonight! Cool! :D

- Peace

EIR To Be Completed By Tonight!

Hi my blog,

I am here to say that I shall conquer EIR homework! No more procrastination! Just some things that I need to do:

1: Research on Dream Holiday
2: 2130 to 2230 play Second Life
3: Blog about Second Life
3: Update Bibliography (APA Format)
4: Edit Wiki Collaboration (Second Life Group Work)
5: Blog about Dream Holiday


I feel bad for I usually don't procrastinate, I guess, EIR is really too boring that I did something which I rarely do. Yeah. So, to end off and head to do work, here's a photoshoot of Jay Park who modelled for dENiZEN! Goodbye! :)


http://www.allkpop.com/2010/11/jay-parks-winter-photoshoot-for-denizen-hilarious-behind-the-scenes-video

Another Update Again!

Hi yall! I'm so influenced by the way Jay speaks and types. Whatever, it ain't a bad thing. So yeah, still doing EIR work. Left with "Dream Holiday", which we ought to search from a tourism site and choose a place where we want to visit. Oh freak! We need to visit in Second Life too! Crap... Anyway, I really hope that I can settle EIR work quickly and start my FYP!

Shall not procrastinate for EIR anymore. But still, quite tired of writing and commenting so much for each EIR practical that I become so bored with it... It feels like doing the same thing on different things.

Better hurry now...

For FYP, what do we need to show tomorrow?\

- Peace

So Long, Need Some Update

It's been so long. Many things have changed. People and the surrounding. I'm treasuring each time I spend with my friends, thinking back on the days we used to stay in school at level 5 to do work at night. Though it is 1/4 of Final Year Project, we all seem to have grown up, doing things on our own. Though the physical body is there, we hardly talk as much as we used to. I guess we are more focused now. However, for some other reasons, Sunny and Kian Leng still haven't grow up. Hahaha. Anyway, why am I talking about this? It sounds so emotional...

So yeah, currently toggling "Effective Internet Research" (EIR) and "Final Year Project" (FYP). Seriously, I should have taken "Appreciating Cinema"!
-PEACE

Alright, as the 3 weeks went, I picked up some things that I never used to. For instance, JAY PARK! Woo! He's so cool! Hahahahahaha! Other than that, I learnt how ineffective the classroom is at level 6 where there are dozens of Mac PC? What's wrong with those computers? I thought mine was horrible, but I guess not...

Have been thinking of getting a new desktop since I have a laptop which is quite lag actually... Wonder if I should get it...

Well, I guess I'm done with some updates here? I doubt many will frequent my blog. It feels so dead. Maybe I should make it a habit to post weekly... Hahaha.

- PEACE