I felt that there's no point for me to stay up the entire night. Its so irritating when the design is neither here nor there. Whenever I want to start doing, I'll get stuck. What's wrong! I don't know what I'm doing, don't know where to go, don't know what I should do, don't know everything about FYP. I have so many different processes that are not related, which in turn, no process at all...
After 6 or 7 weeks of FYP, I've changed a total of 5 different concepts. First, the timeline. Second, the watch mechanism. Third, the colourful model. Fourth, the molecules. Last, the hexagon. Ah! I kept having the feeling of retaking FYP.
No mood to do work, no mood to think (not even thinking at all), no mood to show lecturers what I've done. Uninspired, unprepared, messy, disorganised, I don't want to do FYP~ I hate this feeling of not thinking when I should be, not doing when I have to do, not enthusiastic and not motivated.
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