I don't know why, but is there this curse that is (for what I know) affecting the EVD year 3 people? Either you're very happy or you're very sad. The difference is so vast that almost nothing can salvage it. Other than some of my friends, I am also a victim. The brain is confused yet with some understanding of something which sometimes that something is difficult to comprehend. For what I am going to say, you want support me or object to it. But please don't take it too personal and just keep it to yourself.
I have been struggling, if you were to read all my previous posts. Breaking up takes courage especially when you really love that person. I thought I was able to get over it very quickly but I realise that I can't, for I had never felt so heartbroken before. I know my school work has been affected. During the singlehood days, I kept encouraging myself that I will make it. However, it only last for a short while. I have been wondering, seeking a better solution, which I felt that the only solution was to go back. Go back in a sense that I have the companion I used to have, the person I loved and still loving, he whom I'll talk about everything to, he who is able to make me exceed my limit with school work.
I know I have friends, but they just aren't him who I have feelings for. I am thinking of patching things up again. Definitely, everything will be different. But at least I know I'll be happier than my current situation.
P.S. Sometimes what you've planned may not last forever, I guess I really need to let time decide...
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