Photo taken on 25/12/08
You've matured. Since the first time I'm with you. I'm glad that you don't have worries for anything. I'm glad you passed your IPPT, and no more confinement, which means I can meet you on weekends. I'm glad to know you and fortunate to be your girlfriend for 1 year 4 months and 12 days. It has been my record so far. However, I'm really tired of waiting for something that will be in vain in future. I'm tired of crying and thinking about the same thing every night. Everything has changed. I've told you before that we'll break up one day. Why not now? As the chinese always say, "Chang Tong Bu Ru Duan Tong". I won't have to think about it every night and feel like crying because you're saying goodbye after seeing me. I know it hurts. But if you love me, please let me go...
I was sad because you decided to play basketball on Firday, 7/5/10, and meet me the next day. However, there's no more next day for us. That wasn't the reason for the break up. The reason for sending it on Friday is because I can cool myself down during the weekends. I used to wait patiently for Friday every week to see you. I always spend my weekends with you. Well, all had changed. Now I have to wait for the feeling to fade and be gone. It has been done. I didn't know realationship could hurt so much... But I'll look on the bright side. Don't worry about me. I hopw you too. Take good care of yourself for I won't be there anymore. Live well and be happy. :)
P.S. I'll remember you and all the things that we did together.
Monday, 3/5/10 - Holiday today, and I met up with you for dinner. As usual, your treat. :) I didn't expect myself to cry at the interchange that day. A feeling of lost when you're gone, a feeling of missing you. I cried also because I feared for the worst for it to be the last day I get to see you, hear you and touch you. Then it was.
