I am forgetting the dates. I guess it is because I don't look forward for any day already. Each day passes quietly as long as I am doing my work. So quiet that I don't know when I'll get used to it. In the past, I always count each day, from the start of the week to the fifth. I can't wait because I am expecting to see you. I'm happy to walk pass interchange holding your hand.
I used to think of the problems that both of us will share in future. I used to think of how happy you made me felt that day or how disappointed I was. Since that day we broke up, my mind was so free from all the problems that I could sleep without thinking of anything.
It has been almost a week now, all the memories that we both shared kept flashing in my head. The thought of going NTUC reminded me of how we used to shop for groceries and the ingredients that we needed to buy for lunch or dinner that day. The thought of how fun it was shopping for things we like and comparing the prices. I just wonder when will I have the courage to go NTUC again, because I'm going there alone.
Well, enough of that already. The more things I say, the more I feel like crying. I'm still coping well. Thinking back, I'll still be sad but not to the extend of crying. I hope you are doing fine and I hope you would talk to me soon. :)
