Basketball cancelled? It is ALRIGHT! Hahahaha. Didn't know you read my blog. Maybe recently, AFTER SO LONG! Tsk!
So went to church this morning. So good and fresh! I can't wait for more church service! I think my perspective for going to church has changed. In the past, I thought it was a routine, I had to go.
After knowing some friends, Sundays turned out to be an outing day that I no longer head to church but to other places shopping or whatever. Soon, poly started, I began to start anew again. I did go back a couple of times in the past, but felt unwelcome. It was the generation people that do not seem to know me. I always thought that they were terrible Christians that are so good to you when you first came, after back sliding and returning, they pretend they do not know you.
After the break up with him, I began to visit the church regularly. It is not the people that I am going for. It is for what I believe is real and true. To me, He is forever faithful, the beginning and the end. No matter how difficult things are now, He is always there. I realised all this while, from the start when I back slided from God, He has been creating my testimony. I am a human, not a perfect christian, but it is possible to seek holiness and righteousness. (I'm not psychotic okay) I am glad that I returned to Him, that I chosed to give up all and follow Him again. Because I know that all the things of the earth will die and be gone, but the eternal life in Heaven is awaiting for me. (I'm not crazy) The word of God has been written for they are the true living word of God. To make it simple, they are like the journal of what God had done. It had been carried out and they are real. I am happy to be saved from hell, happy because His grace, His love, His peace, His joy, His faithfulness are everlasting. I've got the peace of mind, the joy of the Lord is my strength! Do you have any? Hahaha. :D
