I Need The Answer

I really need the answer, because it is killing me inside-out. I feel so compressed, so suffocated and really on the edge of giving up. Yes and it will be a happy ending, back on track like the past. No and I'll try to move on, I'll vanish totally, erase everything about you cause I might go crazy if there's any bit of memory of you. I can't take it anymore. Please give me an answer for me to move on either both ways.