Everything just seem so impossible to reach. The plans that I've made I thought I could complete them. Why do I not have that motivation and perseverance. Why do I not feel excited and enthusiastic in doing work like the past. This is so not me. Who am I now? Who? :(
It has been almost 8 weeks and this is the 51st post. I'm still waiting, this time rather patiently. But whenever I think about waiting, I'm always afraid that it'll all be in vain. I feel that I'm spending too much time on facebook, more than usual. Maybe because that is the only way of socialising? My MSN is having problems, the stupid Singnet is horrible. I can go DC for more than 10 times per day. Freaking annoying. I'm starting to slack more, watch television which I don't do that much in the past.
Frankly, the only thing I do on facebook is to scroll down the home page to see the recent news, hoping to see anything from you. I feel so much like a stalker. If I have comments, I would reply, if I have a deadline for my game, I'll visit that game. But the real motive aren't those.
I really don't know how to focus. I'm tired of school and everything.
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