I'm not pissed or whatever, just that I should not hold on to it anymore, since I've made that decision. The reason for why I wanted to wait, hoping to patch things up was I think when I was in desperate time, I wished you were there. But when that point of time is over, I feel that I can handle things by myself again. For instance, when I was rushing for drawings, I did not think about you or anything else. The thought of loneliness did not seem to fall on me. I guess when I'm too free, I'll start to think far far away, which made me think of you and the past. All the "what if" and "if only".
Alright, I hope you know what I mean. I'm sorry again. I guess you're not actually thinking that much right? Anyway, I feel like the bad guy. Saying this at this moment, then changing it afterwards. Zzz.
Well, I'm doing my journal, page 7 now. Left about 15% then I'm done. However, I still need to take photo of my models at 1pm and 5pm, then they'll all be done. I'll be starting my poster at about 12pm which I think I'll be able to. I guess I won't do so much designing stuffs to save time. Maybe I'll just spend 3 hours or less doing that. I think I can complete Colour and Light assignment 1 by 7pm today. Yeah!
After dinner, I'll start Project 4, final model! I'm so excited, nervous, afraid and ahh! Hmm. I think I'll sleep at about 2am tonight. Shall wake up as early as possible for I'm going to Peace Center tomorrow to print 2 A2 posters(easier to take bus back) for submission at 10am in school! I wonder what time the shop opens...
P.S. I say, we are still friends! :D
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